I found these old eeveelution-gijinkas (?) from almost exactly a year ago in some random folder and I still really like them,, I also remember sketching the others, maybe I should find them and finish it

Thinking about room ideas…

a sketch from december

Art Summary 2017 - fashionably late but finally here. Last Year - Previous years

I will be absolutely honest when I say that I gave up on trying to force myself to be productive, to improve when I don’t have the energy for art at all and on being “a good artist”. I know I won’t improve until I change the parts of my life that leave me so energyless.

I was able to improve my mental state and life situation quite a bit this year (which was one of my goals last year, so yay I guess). I’ve finally found a job that I like, with a future perspective and I’m currently in the process of getting my own apartment, which… is a lot for me…

I just… I struggled with mental illness for so many years now and I’m finally at the point where I can see just the tiniest scrap of light in the future. I’ve never really planned to become an adult and never planned out what I would do if I ever reached the point I’m at right now. My depression has morphed into a new, weird and overwhelming form of apathy which is liberating and crippling at the same time. I have no clue who I am and no clue how to find out. I’m awaiting the days where I can come home from work and have nothing else to do, no assignments, no homework, no people that rely on me still doing shit when I’m tired and just want to sleep and no reason to feel guilty when I waste MY TIME time drawing. 

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Goals. I’m really bored with my art. I want to tell stories with it, to express things. Right now, it’s pretty girls standing around in a void doing nothing. This is not what I want to draw. I want to find the energy to invest myself in my art this year.

Onto 2018.

I had to get this Connie out of my system before going to bed. Honesty, her new look was the only highlight in these new episodes for me

For an uni project - we’re relaunching an educational site for young teens and I’m designing the new mascot characters. We haven’t decided on a style yet so these are some mock-ups.

Inktober Day #7
Does anyone remember when chobits was like everywhere? Good times.

I haven’t really recovered yet from the panic and anxiety attacks i had last thursday so my hands where very jittery today. I’m glad to just get a picture done but i’m not exactly happy with it :/

Inktober Day #6
I had to skip day 5 because i was stuck in the city for 6 hours. They cancelled all public transportation, i had several anxiety attacks and it was overall not a nice day :/
That bad mood kinda reflected in todays art too, I was gonna draw this guy i saw in the train yesterday who was wearing this awesome red hat, but i could'nt do him justice at all..